Scan post Brentuximab cycle 6

So I had my PET/CT scan on Friday..... results will be available to my Dr in 2 working days. Here are the potential results and outcomes...

• 'mass' has grown - cancer activity is whatever -plan will be no more treatment - bugger off and die
• 'mass' has shrunk - cancer activity is whatever - plan will be continue treatment and review with scan in 9 weeks
• 'mass' has shrunk - cancer activity is zero - ie complete remission- plan is continue treatment and consider stem cell transplant.......

Quick review, I was headed for stem cell transplant last year but failed to get into remission with chemo- my options were pretty much have more mega chemo, then have bone marrow transplant with good chance of death or long term disability..slight chance of cure, I read this in my own way but....that's how I saw it. But now I actually could be looking at possible complete remission with Brentuximab and then stem cell transplant.....and possible cure after living it up for the last 9 months without having to be an ill person.....this is actually amazing! However, having accepted death and having such a limited future..considering what life might look like if I do survive is actually quite scarey! That sounds awful and ungrateful but it's the truth! I know I am still yet to cross that bridge, but what will I do?? I'll have to get a job, generally sort my life out!  

Well either way this is a big week!!! FYI I promise to be the most amazing meeeee and make an amazing contribution to the world if i do live so please do, vote me!!
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