Ok my dog is properly weird, she just spent the last 5 minutes burrowing on and under my duvet after what I can only assume was some imagined rabbit or bone or something, then after exhausting herself and lying on her back with her legs in the air looking particularly daft she crawled under the covers and curled up by my feet and fell asleep, normal dog stuff.
So it’s day four after treatment and I am in pain!! But before you feel sorry for me I have good feeling that this is productive pain, ie tumour destruction!! Yeah!! My rationale for this theory is that the pain is located in my right chest where the tumour is (well done Sherlock) it is also unlike any other pain I have had, its sharp, dragging, intermittent. Remember my purple blobs on jet skis, well I didn’t realize they had extra ammo….yep its like at the end of a level on an old school computer game where you have to beat the boss with all the weapons and energy you have accumulated….get the picture?? Anyway everytime I get a twinge then it’s a bit of the ‘boss’ baddy (cancer) getting totally owned by my troops! And the pain is a bit of it crumbling away. I don’t say this for your amusement this shit is real (might not mention on my next madness assessment though a?? “Any unusual thoughts or delusions this week Simian” oh no? me? No….
Also I may be tripping (obviously) but I think the swelling in my chest has gone down! Yes, yes and double yes!! This will mean I will back to equal chestly proportions soon hurrah J
Felt battered on Friday thru Sunday but think that maybe, just maybe the 3 runs, 2 badminton games, salsa and street dance may have left some lightly strained muscles…so either I man up and shut up or god forbid take it easy-eek.
Also some nausea and appetite reduction (bonus) this shouldn’t be a bonus but for someone who has put on a stone in the last few months whilst exercising more and eating less then less appetite makes life easier. We have pretty much overhauled our diet anyway to minimal processed foods, loads fresh veg and fruit ,pulses etc trying to make what we eat really count…although am looking forward to an en masse bundle to prezzo with tesco vouchers soon for a top feed pretty much free J
Had a good day bit or a slump mid afternoon so lay down for some yoga nidra –lush! And managed a 3 mile run without my training buddy cos shes in spain, still at least I could take Tilly, who did want to turn back after a mile and was puliing me back on the way there and then pretty much pulled me home the other way! Looking forward to running with my original training partner from way way back in the day this week! Must remind her to bring trainers! Did Salsa tonight and am actually proper excited about next time it’s getting really fun,,,gotta get meself some salsa shoes soon,,,I ‘m thinking silver holographic…I can double then up for wedding shoes you see!
So basically the treatment IS working! It will CONTINUE to work and I am super duper positive!
Scan this Sunday-so my troops better keep blasting that big boss!!
Peace out xxxxxxxx
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