wow- today I saw my baby boy turn 18! how flippin' cool is that!!?? Need I remind you that last July I was given 6 months and had to consider whether a letter or voice recording of birthday wishes was least sad and painful?? and yet - yeeeeeeeee ha!! I got to blow up the balloons, decorate the flat with cheesey 18th birthday banners. cook up a mexican feast, have my son dis the bingo theme to the evening...... and get a bunch of people together to get my boy his mac book :) am a happy mama!!
Life is good!
And.......following on from this awesome day- yes life can just be FUN central - on saturday there will be 10 of us segwaying our asses off (there will definitely be footage of same) then to the fabulous 'Nobody Inn' for lunch......mmmmm cheese........... :) and thennnnnnnn next week is Exmouth festival - say no more, dancing and frolics in the park!!! altho this is clashing with a massive salsa do in Bristol, may have to let weather decide...
Apart from birthday celebrations , the weekend has been fun........Friday night me and my mate hit town for proper cocktails...I always thought they were a bit of a waste of time. how wrong could I be! Actually delicious! Loving the fact we can just hop on a train and be amongst it then back home to wierd yet comfy local pub.....
Re: my cancer life -I am flipping between feeling soooo alive that I reject any opinion to the contrary....to feeling super anxious re: next scan, subsequent treatment etc. My mood has been, well, rubbish really for a few weeks which totally sucks cos I know worrying is pointless and if anything , harmful........I suppose it's 'normal' but that doesn't help, particularly as i don't really subscribe to 'normal'...
Ok - well 4 more days til Brentuximab number 6 - pleeeeeeeeease everyones' finger and toes crossed for scan results being ace after that!! Will call me doc in the a.m and remind him a PET scan would be preferable hem hem.
Love and Light
Sim
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