Ginger Whinger

Emracing one's own mortality can be rather liberating. I have cultivated a very F@#k it attitude, and a YES to life aproach. Most of the time this serves me well.....as I have mentioned I have a LOT of fun, I don't get stressed about small stuff (much), when suprised with a trip in a stunt plane I take a deep breath or two and FORCE my self to keep my eyes open :) I have an outrageous collection of Christmas lighting on my balcony, this might be my last Christmas...    F@#k it!!!! However last week this afore mentioned attitude led me to be hauled to safety over the sea wall in Exmouth by two elderly gentlemen who had tried to convince me for some time I was in some danger from the incoming tide, and I was in fact cut off....any way all is well that ends well :) But today my foolhardiness has led to me being ginger, yeah yeah I 'll just dye my hair at home it'll be fine! NOT FINE!! Am ginger, which appears to be a gift that keeps on giving- I look even fatter, and like I have less hair than before! Hurrah!!!

Ah Fuck It!!!!

:)

Keepin' it real (sorry 4 dreadful layout)

Well what massive, epic fun has been had this month! I posted re Brighton 10km run previously- well yep did that - oh yesss in just over an hour which I was very very proud of:) BUT the weekend was soooooooooooooooo much more!! here follows a brief synopsis:

Friday- arrived in London straight to Covent Garden where a huge Xmas tree and reindeer in lights welcomed us to a proper winter wonderland, few wines then..........Hailed a rickshaw.............

What!!? Backstage at the theatre to meet the star of Rock of Ages!
• WICKED show!
• Saturday- manicure in Brighton.......followed by crazy girly mini house party
• Sunday 10km along sunny seafront
• Fish n Chips and champagne on Brighton Seafront
• Massive mini house party!!!
• more champagne and giggles (Thankyou Mrs P, Q & L)
• Monday- WTF!!! Suprise outing for moi in stunt plane!! loop the loops and all that!
• Tatoos............
Tuesday- home to newly IKEAD flat :) HAPPY DAYS!!!!!

Then some quiet time...........then ................best party ever at the weekend, mate's 40th all fancy dress, more fun than you can shake a stick at! please see pics!
Meanwhile, dog remains uber cute and my best mate:).....new flat is just awesome...playing LOADS of badminton and doing street dance classes..... I am a happy lady!
Inbetween frivloities have contacted Dr re starting Brentuximab asap.... have decided that I haven't got any reason to put it off....plus would mean a lot to my beloved to get on with it. Have been reluctant cos I guess it kind of signifies the beginning of the end...sorry to be grim :(  Have to admit that I have been having some minor symptoms which does give me a bit of a wake up call. Still awaiting the magic weight loss symptom which thus far has kindly eluded me! Bastard!!!
I really love my life right now and I know it wouldn't be the way it is without the culmination of unfortunate events...so it has to be so...
Keep it real :)
And BE HAPPY
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